I watch Peter Berry’s weekly videos about living with Alzheimer’s and although his condition seems to be more advanced than mine, he remains up-beat and very positive.
For those who haven’t met Peter yet, his YouTube channel is at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMZ2Z51ATdWO83s8VoEvMcw
I just wish I could be half as positive as Peter but I just can’t get there.
I saw what Alzheimer’s did to my father and I have no intention of getting to the end of that particular path. Because we don’t have the choice to end our lives with any kind of dignity, there is only one way out of this when the symptoms get too bad.
Obviously I am not going to spell it out here because in the end, government refuses to give us control of our own destiny and makes it illegal to choose how we want things to finish up.
The state of the world depresses me. Greed is seen as a badge of honour and money is the all consuming god. People (in general) have become more selfish, disconnected to each other and self absorbed.
My generation, the Baby Boomers, have overseen the degradation of our environment to a point where natural systems are starting to collapse.
We may have come a long way and done a lot of clever things, but our basic animal natures still control our lives.
The well-to-do take more and more from the have-nots and I have to wonder, how much is too much? It seems there is no such thing as too much when greed is involved.
I know there are good people in the world but they are swamped by the dull witted and ignorant (the sheep) who in turn are controlled by those in power (the wolves) who manipulate them to their own ends.
I wish I could just walk away from all of it and spend my remaining time in the wilderness, as far from all the madness as I could get.
I enjoy watching Peter’s videos and I admire his spirit and optimism but for me, there is just no way to get to that point.